The Cambridge Dictionary defines fantasy as:

“fantasy noun

a pleasant situation that you enjoy thinking about, but which is unlikely to happen, or the activity of thinking itself.”

I know you think about your sexual fantasies a lot. These thoughts give you pleasure.

You lay in your bed in the darkness and think and feel how wonderful it would be if you could carry out this or that fantasy. Your desire is strong and in the darkness the thinking and the feelings seem to be so clear. It is as if they are not fantasies, but are happening to you now.

In that darkness you breathe heavily and the images of your fantasy is stronger. Your breathing is more rapid and shallow. You begin to feel the joy that would take place if the fantasy was real. If only it was not a fantasy and you were living what your heart desires. You would feel excitement and joy and the exhilaration of having some of your deepest yearnings met.

Sleep comes and after the sleep is the gentle morning sun, but the fantasy has simply remained a fantasy. You’d like to live it but are shy. You feel it would not be understood and you are frightened if you told someone they would laugh or not understand. Yet, the fantasy is still there. You still desire sexual pleasure that meets what your heart desires, but having it seems so far away and out of reach and impossible.

I love men. I enjoy sexual pleasures. I get pleasure from making men sexually happy.

How can that happen? How will that take place? It can happen when we meet. It may happen when we talk and I know what your heart desires. There are no guarantees, but there is the prospect that your fantasy may be realised and in that in your fantasy we will experience both pleasure and desire.

You will never know what is possible unless we make contact. So why don't you call me now why delay it any longer. You know you want to.......


Leah XXX